I hate having to plan my time/holiday/money according to others'.

Because her 1 month school holiday is so darn busy, she only has 1 week to take care of the dog, which by right, in the first place was hers to begin with! Please don't freakin buy a dog and dump it with the old folks if you don't have time/sense of responsibility to take care and feed it. Think the dog doesn't even treat you as the owner anymore.

So. Our duration to Davao is bounded by her time. And she's not even joining us for this family trip!!!

And now due to a screw up in tiger airways flight routes, we end up having to pay 2k instead of 700. Flights alone. Arghhhhhh!! My dream destination is getting further away from me.

I cannot/shouldn't stop myself/him from going. Because this is his family. They love me, or so I think his parents does, so I shouldn't be selfish. I should be the good wife. I'm obligated to go along with them. I love him, so I love his parents too. They brought him up to be the man I love.

Sigh. I want to see aurora. :(

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I didn't think so. So why am I upset about not being able to spend it alone with the one that really matters to me?

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If others don't give a damn about me, why do I give a damn about others? I treat them like gold, they treat me like invisible shit.

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Higher level colleagues who can't be bothered to find out schedules themselves and just open their mouth to ask.

Higher level colleagues who are completely oblivious to the fact that you are in the midst of discussing official work with another colleague and rudely interrupt with non urgent questions that pop into their head.

Don't fucking snap your fingers at me and ask me to come over! I ain't your dog!!!

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