Saturday, November 26, 2005
today was a bad day.
felt useless at work.
am really stupid.
headless chicken going nowhere.
but i had a good dinner.
with 2 good 'o pals.
sang my hearts out.
had a bad night.
disagrees with the way he does things.
green tea tastes badly mixed with other drinks.
heart pumping fast.
fingers numb.
off to read my book at 2am.
with music blasting.
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
im selling/giving away my very 1st camera that i own.
in exchange for my dad's better cam.
im feeling kinda sad cus i had to clear away the photographs in the camera and looking through them reminds me of the days where i will dump it in my bag and bring it everywhere jus to snap at anything. and of course the main memory comes from being with kl. the very first picture with him from 2.5 years ago was still in the memory card. my last picture with grandpa and grandma was also in the camera.
i dun think im attached to the camera, im attached to the memories the camera brings back. for about half a year it was just sitting in my drawer. now that its out, it floods my brains with photographic memories that now only resides in my brains. and of course, my pc.
bye cam.
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
i had a good time with my besties and 2 other good friends today. it was all laughters and bullying of the guys. i like it when the mood is light and hearty, no extra pressure to keep the conversation going. i'm actually becoming more of a hermit everyday but i still love these peeps. ps hs rog and jer. =)
i loveee this song and i can listen and sing to it on repeat mode the entire day..
Corrinne May - Mr Beasley (acoustic version)
You don't have to drive a fancy car
Don't have to quote me Shakespeare
Just to woo me
Yeah I see your nervous laughter
When you're trying to crack some jokeWell you don't fool me
I'd like to see your eyes through those goggles that you're wearing
Don't try to hide away
Just be yourself Mr. Beasley
I don't need your show of attitude
Cos it's your soul that makes me fall in love with you
Fall in love with you
You don't notice but I see you
In the church when you were praying
You just move me
And my friend Sue she tells me
You've been teaching kids for free
Mr Philanthropy
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Friday, November 11, 2005
i hate myself for passing out on things i should have done when i was younger.
damn im only 23 and ive so strong regrets..
i should not have wasted the chance to go on a student exchange..
i should not have wasted the chance to go on a work and travel programme in usa when i was still studying.. all i did was nua at home, work stupid temp jobs in singapore earn miserable pay and see no shit at all..
i wanna apply for the work and travel programme now, but i think they only accept full time students. even then, they need people from May to August. I can only start in July cus dats when my 1 yr contract is up.. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
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