Tuesday, July 29, 2008
did i put myself in this position because i decide to be who i am naturally? did i put myself in the centre of the shooting range for all to shoot at? maybe if im all covered up like most people, i wouldnt be so injured. they use words very loosely with me because they think im able to take it. but i have feelings too. or maybe im the one in the masquerade. giving them the wrong impression that im the one in the mask instead of the one behind the mask.
masquerade! paper faces on parade
masquerade! Hide your face, so the world will never find you
masquerade! Every face a different shade
masquerade! Look around - there's another mask behind you!
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Monday, July 21, 2008
peeves
if someone asks you for an opinion that doesnt exactly agree with you, will you reply him straight to the face on your thoughts?
if someone whom you havent met for a long time, hides behind a friend and motions to you "she has become fatter huh?", how would she feel?
there are some people whom im very willing to meet with, and some whom im just ok with. although im married, it seems like im the one with more time on hand to think of when to meet up with you instead of you taking the time for a change to arrange a meetup with me. even when i make the extra effort to keep in touch by smsing, it doesnt seem to be reciprocated. when ure in need, i sms words of comfort, try to meetup to ease your mind. but when ure all fine and dandy, people who care for you are being forgotten.
maybe im just asking too much.
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Sunday, July 13, 2008
our trip up to Colmar Tropicale in malaysia was good. the good cooling weather and pretty scenery with nothing really much to do is indeed relaxing for the soul.
This is a place with very very beautiful and unique buildings especially in the evening where the sky is bluey blue.. but the maintainance of the place is really quite bad. its still liveable, but you wouldn't want to look at the spots where metal is rusting, or along the sides of the walls. heh.
The only 3 attractions are the rabbit park, the japanese tea house and the botanical garden.. We wanted to head for the horse trail but the stupid rainy weather and irregular shuttle caused us to abandon the plan..
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clockwise from left: pretty flowers amidst frenchy structure, tourist at a balcony, rabbits, sun peeking from behind the clouds
clockwise from left: pretty flower in water feature background taken by hubby, at the japanese tea garden, lovely building, finally someone who's taller than hubby!
clockwise from left: small little snail on the underside of a leaf, backside of a bee pollinating in the lily?, flower/plant house, rose grapes!
random pics of us :)
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