Thursday, January 27, 2005
im very tired.... i need a friend to hug to depend on....
change of events in the past 2 days have turned my life upside down..
why do we still go ahead when we know its a dead end?
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Sunday, January 23, 2005
i'm pleased..
i scored 2 goals yesterday! unassisted! heh.. it was a damn shuang feeling.. even though my back was starting to throb again yesterday just before the match... i think our line is doing much much better now, considering yesterday's team was actually almost on par with us in terms of skills.. seems like we're doing a lot better in this league than all the other leagues! prolly cus we're at the peak of it all? but sadly most of us are graduating this year.. and hopefully we can be like sl and karen and come back to train with the team even after we've started working.. which is........... highly unlikely impossible for some.. o well.. will see what happens den..
after the match i went to meet yf ps and the other girls for dinner and stayed over at yf's hse.. sometimes staying over is good becus u really get to sit down and talk and not jus crapping away at some coffee house or dinner joint.. anw cny will be coming again soon, we'll all finally get to meet up as a class again....
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Monday, January 17, 2005
sometimes i just get very irritated by people who constantly msg me on msn everyday everytime they're online, and talking about nothing except sianz and how are you.. sometimes they msg me because of my constant nick changes, enquiring why this why that.. hello?? i just wanna change for the sake of changing! none of ya bizness! yes i know they might be concerned cus my nicks are 80% on the negative side.. but but... well i just get very irritated... i feel bad cus im starting to ignore them sometimes, but not all the time cus i might be online, but im not around the pc....
well.. just plainly irritated..
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Monday, January 10, 2005
the past weekend was a blast..
the start of the league.. and we won the first match, but only by a margin.. but its gd enuff for me.. at least i thought i did fairly ok.. :p after that we had the fb camp.. the purpose of the camp was supposed to bond the newbies with the seniors, but ended up only the newbie guys and the senior girls stayed over.. we played lots and lots of silly games.. crawling and nuaing on the floor playing captains ball.. captains ball with the guys.. soccer with the small fb.. and of course more fb.. went for a super late supper in 5 cars.. and slept at 6.30.. haha..
when i went home i was tired as hell but couldnt sleep a wink.. yet couldnt move about as well.. after dat i was achin like mad everywhere!! including the butt too! it was very fun.. a last bonding with the girls before graduating and leaving the team..
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Monday, January 03, 2005
Happy new year peeps..
starting the last few months of my stint in ntu.. going to be terribly busy i can foresee.. been very slack with fyp.. not that i don't wana touch on it, i just keep getting stuck and not putting 100% effort for it.. hai yes i can only blame myself...
with the league coming up and lasting for 11 weeks my weekends are also gonna be burnt, i wonder when do i have the time to rest, but well dun worry i will definitely have more rest time than study time.. haha..
new year and christmas was a quiet one this year.. met up with the secondary school gang and the jc gang.. i wasn't exactly excited at the thought of the jc bbq at xq's house cus the thot of seeing some girls and most of the guys there just turned me off. and i was right! i was pissed off abt 1 hr into the bbq when those guys jus did and said certain things dat made me splurt out why i always don't turn up at the jc outings.. however it was great seeing the other girls and playing hopscotch and some childhood games and sharing cold jokes..
alritey, back to reading some stuff for my interim report for now.. take care.
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