Sunday, June 28, 2009
after some inspiration from pig after she showed me some reaaally special shots, i decided to do some testing with my boy as my subject.. he got irritated even though i wasnt askin him to smile! wahaha..
does it look slr-like? haha.. if only i could do a macro on everything..
on another note, im starting to recover from my back spasm and i could almost walk normally now without any funny actions from me.. i went shopping and went crazy after a drought.. but this is the amazing part.. i've gone down by more than 1-2 in sizing! omg. did they upsize their sizes?
a sight to behold.
finally finished choosing all my gowns. i think it was a tough process for my gown coordinator since i was soo fickle minded and undecided abt my choices. tried to negotiate for my tea dress to be added into the photoshoot, but they just wouldnt budge. my boy had his tux made to measure and boy, there were also quite alot of things to a tux! hehe and now hes fretting about what it'd turn out to be.. hehh..
now we gotta research on the places to go for the shoot. thinking of national museum, alexandra hill, sentosa beach (very common) or one degree fifteen. not sure if theres anything to take at the latter. saw some really parisian shots at clarke quay too but thats like only one out of so many that ive seen at clarke quay. also noticed some casual shots at the arab street/china town old shophouses area.. very retro. thinking if we should have a pillow fight instead at the studio for our casual shots. but gotta lug our pillows to the studio.. :x sooo many things to consider!
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009
very angry today.
what is the world coming to?
law an-forcement ppl stealing my cakes. in a restricted area.
fuckers who cant keep their hands to themselves.
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Tuesday, June 09, 2009
so many things have happened in the past 2 weeks. literally brought to the nines of clouds and banished back down to earth.
extremely amazed at myself for being able to accomplish the distance i set out for myself a week. had an enjoyable time trying out all the gowns. had a great relaxing holiday with my boy.
then i stood up with the familiar pain. a pain which i tried to ignore and walk as per always. the pain of being unable to lift myself up from my bed because it hurts just so badly. i was cured of it 2 years ago and now its come back to haunt me again. kept thinking why is this happening again. did i do something wrong? was i mean to someone dats why god is punishing me? was i too at ease with myself?
sometimes i just want to give up trying to make it better. my boy edges me on, but i think im really not strong enough.
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