Monday, September 21, 2009
today i finally brought my boy to see my few ancestors that i know. been wanting to do that for too long already. i want them, especially my grandparents to meet the one whom im gonna marry since they have ive always been the closest to them since young.
couldnt help but break down at the thought of them not being able to see me on my wedding day. just realised they had been gone for 4,5 years already, it still seems so recent. life just zoom past and when you realise it, so many things have already passed you by.
i regret not being by my grandma's bedside when she died, i regret not spending more time with her at the hospital. so i tried to make up for it by accompanying grandpa everyday after work when he was at the hospice. although we din have much to talk about after seeing each other everyday, i was happy to be just beside him. he would always ask me to quickly go home when i barely reached for 5 minutes cus he wanted me to have dinner early. he couldnt make it for my graduation ceremony cus he was too weak to be out of the hospice.
i miss them so much. sometimes i wonder, in the course of growing up, when was the point in time that i suddenly grew apart from them. was it when i started my own life in college or did i grow up suddenly with so many friends that i had no time to visit them on sundays.
its gona be their 4th and 5th yr death anniversary soon. i hope they're watching over us in heaven.
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Monday, September 14, 2009
to me, i think its very simple.
if u are not willing to share your personal info with others, dun expect others to share the same info with you.
its as simple as that.
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Sunday, September 13, 2009
so funny. the conversation between the boy and i while he's designing the interior of our closet.
HB: do u think u'll have alot of hanging clothes?
me: err.. i'll have alot of hanging clothes... and alot of folded clothes... and alot of other stuffs...
HB: ...
me: whahahahahha! then why dont u give me more of the closet space?
HB: but i already gave u majority of the space!
me: then maybe u shld give me all the space.. wahHAhahahaha!
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