Thursday, December 23, 2004
i only want to be happy. why cant i ever be happy.
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004
i had a wonderful week!
just came back from perth.
i felt so wonderful over there. serene. peaceful. stressfree. amidst worrying for my results of course. thanks khin for the concern. i cleared all my modules! yay! miraculously though. but i didnt get all my subjects. couldnt get sw testing. i didnt register myself though. a friend did. i didnt have access while at the farm do i?
anyhoo this is wad i did at perth.
i saw cows, sheeps, reindeers, ponys, kangaroos, koala bears, billygoats.
i saw 2 shooting stars (there happened to be a meteor shower on the night where we stayed at the farm how lucky!).
i was under a whole blanket of stars at the farm.
i went fox hunting ( i wasnt holding the gun of course)
i went target hunting, and missed both stationary and moving target. ha! expected?
i caught a beaaautiful sunset with a kangaroo.
i milked a cow.
i couldnt bear to leave the farm. they were so carefree over there!
i saw nice clean almost transparent beaches!
actually i think it sounded boring the way i wrote it, but no in fact it was better than i thought. i enjoyed myself thoroughly for the whole one week. it made me want to migrate over there once im ready to settle down with all my retirement money..
merry christmas to u in case i don't have the time to come and post again! my back's acting up again.. im an old woman. :(
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Monday, December 06, 2004
its been a lonnnggg time.. yes. with all the exams and relationship problems and fyp problems what nots.... now i don't even know where to begin from!
exams werent too good.. i fell teribbly sick before the last day of my comp archi paper... thanks to martin and bernard who passed the virus to me when i studied with them the day before.. high fever 39.5 deg.. went home and the stupid clinic wasn't open till 7pm at night! which clinic doesnt open in the day? argh.. had an injection on my left arm cus i was afraid it might be dengue fever and take an even longer route to recovery.... the whole nite i was still burning like hell.. but luckily the next day the fever went down.. but i stayed home for the whole weekend after exams! bummer. :(
as for fyp wise.. for the first week i did wad i was supposed to do and handed it to the sup.. very glad abt dat :) for this week though i couldnt come up with anything cus i didn't know how to analyse the results obtained from the matlab file. irritating.. hopefully my sup will be able to shed some light on what to do this comin week when i meet him again.
i broke it to him exactly 2 weeks back. and he did exactly what i had thought he would do. run and curse.. it has been a gruelling 2 weeks with all the thinking, sobbing, pleading and hiding. now the situation is still unstable. blame me for that. ive been not upfront about it. i made the decision, yet im undecided. wth right? but actually i think my life was a little better for the past 2 weeks cus i had no burden to think about what the other party was doing, worrying and suspecting what he was doin behind me... it was more stressfree on my mind. i wish things can remain this way. but it is selfish of me to put my carefreeness on others' pain. but i really have no idea what i ought to do. :(
anyhoo, i went kayaking with hs yesterday. although it was only the both of us, we had a great time catching up with each other. we spent half an hr drifting in the sea until the police coast guards came near us and told us not to wander off too far.. and from there, we spent 1 hr trying to paddle back to shore! man it was tiring! now my shoulder blades are achin like mad.. but we got what we wanted. a slight tan. heh. now we dun look like fair pigs anymore. or rather, me. ha! we were saying, since we cant be fair and pretty like normal girls, den we shall get a nice tan instead. haha.. we then went on a shopping spree and each bought a nice skirt and a sweet top. ate some roadside good food for dinner and managed to get some swenson's ice cream! life was goooood yesterday! lotsa pampering of ourselves! later will be meeting up with hs again and ps for some screamin session at the ktv.. its gd to spend quality time with ur best buds.. g'day!
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