Tuesday, December 31, 2002

last day of this uneventful year after an eventful period..

ah hah! so here i am.. nowhere in mind to scoot off to for countdown.. nothing.. nothing.. just too many things in my head.. but nothing to write.. or rather type.. everything flashes past in my mind too fast to slow down for me to note it down.. guess bad ones shall leave.. and good ones will stay in the memory..

penned at ¶ 8:46 PM

Monday, December 30, 2002

helo helo!

seems quite a while since i came to visit my own page.. haha.. been out of town.. to msia.. but it wasn't fun at all over there.. got terribly sick on the first day there.. think it was the mee robus i ate.. high fever.. vomitting and diarroheaing.. wadever u spell it.. think i visited almost every toilet in every shopping centre i went to! gross.. yea i noe.. anyway.. am glad to be back in my own home.. however couldnt get to sleep last night.. or rather this mornin.. because the water from upstairs keeps dripping onto my air conditioner!! light sleeper i am.. i simply couldnt stand it!! it was killing me..

penned at ¶ 12:18 AM

Wednesday, December 25, 2002

Do you have mail?

watchin tv now.. just caught the scene of joe secretly peeping through the window to see the girl to see the girl whom he's supposed to meet.. aah.. im sure almost everyone have gone thru the process of meeting some people from internet some time or other.. how was it like? There were some horrible ones and some really sweet ones.. some not meant to be friends while some whom i'm still keeping in touch with up till now.. thinking back, it was indeed quite dangerous for girls of my age at that time to meet strangers.. but well, theres surely some danger involve in everything we do when we're young huh? =p

yup.. speaking of mail.. i received 2 cards frm matthew and cg ... they were so sweet to still remember to send me cards after so long... the practice of sending cards among my friends have died down long ago..

ok ive no mood to carry on after some... @#$%^ off the comp.. i really dun wanna say all these.. argh.. nothing ever goes right.. right?

penned at ¶ 11:44 PM

Merry Christmas!!

now at aj's place.. Went for dinner with TS, glen, loy and aj at nydc.. yummy... esp the desserts.. haha.. but we really wanted to burst after dat.. as always.. anyway aj gave me a pretty anklet and an extremely cute little angel for christmas! will take a pic of it when i have the time.. its just sooooo cute!

anyway, the evening after dat was quite bad.. haha.. stuck with 2 old men... one in berms.. cant go anywhere.. the other claims he's too old fer our activities.. and so we went to mw2 with loy and his other friends.. turned out they are rejected at the entrance.. so we went pub hopping to MS.. either too packed or denied entry again.. after dat me and aj were so sianz dat we decided to head back home armed with some drinks.. bad bad.. hopefully countdown will be better.. where are u goin? prob i'd be 5,4,3,2..1 at home.. haha

penned at ¶ 1:55 AM

Sunday, December 22, 2002

just luv them sooo much..

mum just gave me those nicenice bedsheets which she knew i really really liked.. but gosh she spent so much on it i feel so guilty now.. said it waz fer me getting such great results.. haha they dun even noe wad it is yet.. anyway.. im glad that the originally planned steamboat tmr nite at 66 was cancelled cos cerlyn couldnt make it.. so dat i can go home after the softball match! yes yes im getting homey dovey again.. school's startin soon again (yucks) and theres just 2 more weeks left to spend time with those out of school.....

penned at ¶ 3:38 PM

Friday, December 20, 2002

its just so much easier to do things when you're all alone...

registering for classes is just an anyhow thing.. if fate decreeds, u'll meet your friend in the same class unknowingly.. there wasnt any such thing last sem.. i just did wad i wanted to.. go where i wanted to.. but well.. i met the group of them.. lucky me.. hiaz.. but there was such a big commotion over chat just now dat i tink if i imagined the 7 of us actually sitting down and talking in reality.. it wld really get heated up.. TS is leaving.. loy not very happy with the idea of wad we had in mind.. actually i could understand his thinking.. he was thinking for those really unlucky ones.. wad if.. wad if.. just wad if.. lets just hope all of us have lucky fingers tmr..

penned at ¶ 1:54 AM

Wednesday, December 18, 2002

body ache.. head of wet hair from the rain.. headache.. muscle ache.. blurred eyes.. ah i need to rest..

penned at ¶ 6:05 PM

Tuesday, December 17, 2002

i actually feel quite sad now.. after discussing with reman abt what happened dat day.. and he said i really had very very low confidence in what i do... i admit.. totally admit.. he was also quite surprised abt what i am in hall.. considering im not like that when im with them.. asked me to find one.. well gd ones are hard to find.. and gd ones are usually taken away long long time ago..
Only when i told him about all tis.. did i realise how pathetic my own life was... never actually want to face it.. just want to run away from it.. think i will continue to do so.. what else can i do?

penned at ¶ 1:14 AM

Sunday, December 15, 2002

came into blogger on the pretext of complaining abt somethin again.... somethin abt my bro tis time.. im really sick of his fucking habits.. doesnt care whether who dies or wadever.. just his own life.. but nvm.. shant elaborate..

skipped the cycling recee.. was too tired and brains are dead.. cant go on a 5 hr ride in tis brains of mine now.. went fer the carnival at national stadium east entrance today.. wad a place to hold a match.. it was raining but we still carried on playing.. anyway i think we did great in today's game.. we managed to draw with the opponent team(another uni shant mention).. but we lost out 1-0 on a 3penalty shootout.. wad a waste.. but we did our best and i tink most of the team improved a whole lot.. the juniors werent doing too bad either... didnt win but did better than the seniors when we first played in matches.. =p

penned at ¶ 12:20 AM

Saturday, December 14, 2002

Finally..

yupz.. finally finished this project.. abit kok up at the last minute.. robot went a little haywired.. but well.. everything's over.. showed yao the video and such.. and we had quite a fun time after the assessment chatting and playing games.. haha.. something dat me, chong, yw and ken wouldn't usually do.. oh and we had a video tape of our playing and chatting in the lab too! can't wait to get it frm ken man.. took alot of pics.. attached 2 of it below.. not very clear.. but dats the whole point.. haha..

Anyway.. it was a heart-wrenching sight for us to dismantle the robot.. considering the time and effort and of course sleep lost for it.. i feel quite a hole in my brain now.. suddenly dat it has stopped working and relaxed now.. i think i will miss them a little over the next week after spending so much time with them.. hmm... but theres always alot of partings.. yes yes i noe im a little dumb feelin such emo over such things and for a short span of time.. it will be worse if the person is close to me.. but its ok.. im goin to be very busy next week.. with trainings and games and of course meeting up with the rest of them...

welwell now just gotta relax and play more without worrying abt the results... releasing soon.. =/
gonna watch lotr 1 now.. must recap before catching part 2.. =p

penned at ¶ 1:06 AM

Thursday, December 12, 2002

just came back from glady's wedding...
held at Hotel Intercontinental, it was really beautiful over there.. and she looked just perfect in her white gown and yellow evening gown... saw all my relatives decked out in even nicer clothes than when we see each other durin Chinese New Year.. even my bro manage to fit into dad's shirt and turned out looking not bad.. didn't manage to go down fer the morning church ceremony cos was in sch for the friggin ddp..

anyways.. we all had a good time cheering and eating merrily.. esp my table.. haha cos there were only 7 ppl at our table.. well and of cos we ate more! haha.. and i think the ppl who are havin most fun are actually not the couple.. but the couple's friends! They're havin so much fun laffin and drinkin and shouting.. but the couple has to go around and entertain relatives and friends and take photos... I wonder if she said anythin to grandma.. She looked kinda sad now dat gladys is married.. maybe cos now dat shes married.. she'll have even less time to visit her now.. sudden burst of thought.. i love grandma and grandpa!

ok im so tired out from ddp and the wedding (even though i didnt do anything except eat and take photos).. im gonna take a gd night's sleep... hopefully i wont be affected by dat stupid ceiling fan ramblings... shall try to deal wif the cam and upload some pics if i ever managed to get the pics onto my comp..

penned at ¶ 12:55 AM

Tuesday, December 10, 2002

u noe.. they will never noe how i feel.. its hard for me to describe to them too.. this could possibly be the last week we'll be spending time together having lunch like this.. i would very very probably not be in the same as them anymore as i dun tink i cmi.. i treasure them dats why i want to do tis.. to make myself remem them when i grow up in the future.. its just for memory keepsake.. i dunno when we will ever come together again like this.. yes when ure happy u start to talk abt all happy things.. when ure not u just ignore every shit uve said.. why am i so anxious? theres no more time left.. why am i always the happy happy one who tries to agrees to everything and initiate things? i shouldnt be so easy anymore.. ppl wont treat me the same way..

penned at ¶ 1:27 PM

Monday, December 09, 2002

i want to complain complain!!!
argh... my stupid partner.. yes stupid stupid asshole.. argh! fuck.. he has made me swallow alot of anger down my own throat while talking to him.. many times i feel like using the mouse to hit his fucking head or hurling vulgarities at him.. but due to the famous vulgarity-ken in my group already, i shouldnt add on to the bad name of our team.. hmm.. tis looks familiar.. have i talked about tis b4? *looks down the blog* oh yea.. talked abt it b4.. fucking mcp.. if he tinks my way of doing is lousy, why doesnt he fucking do it then? makes it sounds like he has been doing most of the work.. everytime i see him mingling at the hardware side and seems like doing alot of shit over there doesnt help.. he just hates software and dumps it to me.. do i look like a software geek? fuck.. i wonder what will happen to our thing if i just drop everything and take sick leave for the rest of the 5 days.. he'll prob call and bug me.. just my luck to have my surname b4 his.. doesnt treat his girl very well either.. poor girl..

penned at ¶ 12:13 AM

Sunday, December 08, 2002

Had a great time last night meeting up with the s6 gang at nydc fer dinner.... its been almost 2 years since i last saw the guys.. havent met them since we entered uni.. ha! and last night's gathering was by far the one with the highest attendance rate! usually if the guys were to organise it, none of us would bother to make a move to reply yes or no.. heh.. abit bad rite.. well.. none of them have changed much.. except fer their hairstyles.. simon has long hair now... and gq still carries dat yellow bag since jc.. ew? however so, it was quite difficult for us to find any topic in common to chat now since we're all in different schools and the guys are still in ns.. becos the mc ppl has been meeting up regularly to celebrate birthdays, we feel more at ease with each other.. but den.. dats always the case isnt it... even roomie saez she cant really talk well with big groups now unless its a one-to-one talk.. but anyway.. it waz gd meeting up with most of them.. luckily fer us all, THAT girl and ks didnt come.. ha! it would ruin alot's appetites! twas quite sad i had to leave early, but it wasnt dat early when i reached home ard midnight cos of de stupid jam on the way back.. i suddenly remembered miss aj's story abt the 'thing' engulfing the person in the car after i sent jj back on the ulu ulu road.. yikes.. tink i dun wnanna drive at nite anymore liao..

penned at ¶ 3:45 PM

Wednesday, December 04, 2002

My mind's starting to run wild again.. gone amok....
started clearing my comp of unwanted stuff occupying my space... came to his folder.. alot alot of stuffs inside.. notes.. movies.. videos.. songs.. started playing those.. brought me back to those times where it was still happy days.. argh.. silly me.. go and sleep!

penned at ¶ 1:50 AM

Tuesday, December 03, 2002

Yay! i think today is the biggest achievement dat i have ever done in the past 3 weeks... (the previous sentence doesnt seem to make much sense but i dun care ha!)
yUp... i think tis day will go down in history.. for mine really.. finally succeeded in getting what i want! damn thing.. so hard.. make me think so in depth whereas roger minimised it so much in within 20 mins? hmm.... anyway i really owe him big time man.. he helped me so much! and oh yea.. learnt dat he still has feelings for her.. which is good for me.. so dat we all can still be good normal friends! =)

penned at ¶ 1:42 AM

Monday, December 02, 2002

shit... my comp jus hung cos i was replying icq msg to dat idiot.. caused my post to be lost.. argh..
well ok.. main thing was.. met up with jc friends today for a belated birthday gathering.. havent seen them since me and wenz bday celebration in june.. darn long ago.. the past sem has been particularly busy for us all.. wel well.. most of them don a short hairdo now.. oh yea.. we had a greattime makin fun of yx as usual.. haha.. poor ger..

wel yup and after dat i rushed back home.. but was still late.. caught in the stupid jam.. so dad brought us on the duck tour.. yea.. the vehicle which can travel on land and water.. haha.. felt like a tourist in that.. anyway we went for a big meal after dat.. mumsie's birthday.. dats why.. haha my bro damn cute.. got no money.. thus bought mum auntie annie's pretzels.. hahaha..

ok.. bracing myself to face idiots tmr again.. gdnite

penned at ¶ 1:33 AM