Sunday, June 29, 2003
had a great time with js and vinc todae.. didn't go kayaking as originally planned with the girls cos it was threatening to rain, so we aborted the idea. turned out hs couldnt make it as she had to go back to office to collect some docs.. sighz.. but anyway it was a great time with the guys.. not too great for js though cos he had some probs.. anw.. he said pl wanted to gimme some advice to me regarding kl.. told me dat the boy is quite emotionally weak.. hmm.. don't i know dat too as well.. but well, ppl don't always remain the same way as they are right? i can only hope for the best for js... and us as well..
he typed tis to me..
if you have it(love),
you don't need to have anything else.
if you don't have it,
it doesn't matter much what you have.
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Saturday, June 28, 2003
ok im gettin pissed.. the blog colour doesnt turn out the way i want it to be.. its supposed to be the same colour as the links! grr.. not gonna care. .sorry if its too striking.. ha! i'll do it tmr mornin.. *hungry*
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Friday, June 27, 2003
hah.. today was supposed to be a fun filled day (like real) @ his house.. but in the end he remembered he has driving.. so cancelled.. bummer.
today was supposed to taste the deeeeeeelicious choco cake from winny.. but her cake collapsed. =/
and so i went to work today. but i made 2 sales, which pulled my spirits up high high again. =D
Not going for training tmr, going for work though, cos sometimes i feel i shouldnt commit too much to some stuff which dont really appreciate me. At least when i work, i get paid, however minimal. And after work, i'd be going for something very very very important that i dread it. But i have to. hiaz..
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Saturday, June 21, 2003
went shopping today at queensway and bought some stuff.. a little quarrel now and then could actually lead to a big one in the very near future.. but then, the cool thing is after the mini quarrel, he went to look for my shorts dat i wanted, and i went to look for the shorts he wanted. how sweet. haha
met up with miss aj after dat and we went to marche fer dinner as he was cow hungry. heh. she bought a pair of shorts while we went around looking for his shoes. however when we went back to adidas, the shop had closed alr. =/ yah and so we went to mos for some drinks and i took a pic of his phone, her phone, and my phone.. =p
my haul. i so adore my stripey pouch now.. new layout comin up soon!
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Friday, June 20, 2003
sometimes i think people shouldnt expect too much from other people. when you place your expectations too high, you tend to feel shortchanged when you don't get what you expect. so, never expect too much even from your closest buddy.
on a side note, i cleared all my subjects. amazing. ce subjects are particularly hard to pass in case you didn't know. so.. yah! =)
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Wednesday, June 18, 2003
We went to celebrate hw's birthday today at marina... but jud and hw were both very tired from their pa.. and so they didnt talk much..we walked around and sat at the esplanade talking and updating each other.. cos didn't really talkto them much at the chalet.. and after dat we went to have dessert at the chocolate bar.. it was quite nice really.. but a tad ex.. well dats always the case ritey?
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Saturday, June 14, 2003
i had wanted to be a nice girl to him. bringing food for him to his camp. but i ended up screaming at him over the phone. =/ yes im a bad girl. i wasnt sure of the way to get there, and he was talkin awhole lot of shit which i didnt understand while i was trying to drive in the messy chaotic lanes at payalebar there. but luckily, i reached his camp safely and i was tested the 3 point turn at the small space there! *sweats well, at least his stomach is happy, and of course i hope he's happy.
i didnt actually want to go all the way there, cos i was low on petrol.. but then, home isnt a very nice place now dat there is a cold war goin on in here.. i have seriously no idea wad happened. so i decided to be a nice person..
hmm.. now behind my back, the tv is showin some kids on channel 8 singin some reaaaally off tune cheena songs.. erk.. better hide awaaay in my room!
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finally!!
after weeks and months of non exercising, i finally got to train today! actually not really training.. just playin games with the guys.. but it was reaaaaally fun.. considering we alwaaaaays have to run like mad to be fighting for the ball.. =p the good old days. but anyway, i think i sprained my left hand while trying to fight for the ball.. mr jh was like banging my hand when he ran past me without even realising.. ouch..
now my whole body aches... my stomach aches too.. but its all fer a good cause! =) the boy's on duty today, would have gone to see him if i knew the way.. =/
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Tuesday, June 10, 2003
heh, a very funny thing happened to me at work today. yesterday i called up a Mr Chim. got the number from my comp leads. i found his email address very familiar, but i couldnt place where i saw it. i spoke to mr chim's son. gave him my number and he said he would call back if he wanted the service. i didn't placed much hope on it. today KC a looongg time ago guy, loy's frd, whom i was once havin a little feeling for, called me. i was puzzled.. cos i didn't think i ever gave him my number. and so i picked up the call. asked who he was and how he got my number. he said i gave him my no. yesterday when i was lookin for his dad! oh my! waaaaad a coincidence.. heh.. and so i told him who i was, but obviously he didnt remem my name. who remembers name on the icq? oh well, maybe only i do. anyway he said he would discuss it again with his family and he even wanted to recommend me his friend! maybe i'll call him up tmr again at home. lol. what a surprise. oh and somethin bad now.. a customer complained dat i wasn't trained well and he may wanna complain.. fiak.. how the hell did i noe he already prepaid for 1 year? and it was stated clearly that the mailer was sent out to him! insisted he didnt receive somemore.. wanted me to send another one.. fiak..
=) my new phone.
but i was sooooo darn sad when i had to trade in the old phone. i was even thinking of not changing it. even though it was with me for only one year, but i protected it very well! bye phone.. i'll miss ya... :~
well, things don't last forever, feelings too. i'm one who hates changes. i hate to throw away old stuff. explains why my room is so fulla junk. i hate to adapt to new surroundings. thats why i hate the beginning of school. im sucha old fashioned. jus like my mum. =) i hate to go places im not familiar with. i hate having to interact with ppl whom im not familiar with. u can call me antisocial...
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Monday, June 09, 2003
all went well. =)
finally got a good and deep sleep last night. everything went very well for the past 3 days.. well except for the minor thing over my bro again. sighz.. dad talked to me abt it yesterday mornin. im so glad they did so much backstage preparations for my bro. but then he is still like dat.
anyway the chalet was quite fun, but i had to run from group to group for fear of leaving anybody out. Oh, and i finally saw charlene! hmm. i haven't seen her for almost 5 years ever since we left sec sch. Man, and now she has changed so much! for the better too! I'm glad that my worrying over the past week hasn't gone to waste. At least everything turned out right, well, with quite alot of leftovers too. But its ok, cos ah peng and gs and hs all ate a little of it at 3am in the mornin! heh, oh and ah peng simply lurveeeees the cake. Bet he ate about a quarter of the whole thing.. =p oops, and i just remem i forgot to return vincent his childhood photos and yuwei his cd! damn.
Anyway now im abit too tired to blog.. Can't think of anything now, shall write it down in my book. Some pics for entertainment.
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Friday, June 06, 2003
Don't you just hate it when things don't go your way? I get tis feeling throughout my whole body which i can't control and i just feel like screaming at everything dat comes in my way. I know i know, many people have already told me to take things easy, no point killing a few brain cells over such minor stuff, but its in me. I always and always worry over the slightest thing. I must have everything known and prepared before i can do it. Like if i were to go back to school on monday, i wld think and think what stuff i have to bring in advance and write it down. I cannot be unprepared. I will stumble if i dun do some thinking first. Sigh.. what a chore life is for me rite?
For now, i just hope that everything goes well in the next few days. I haven't planned for such a big group before. I hope everybody leaves feeling happy and of course, i hope i will be happy too. =)
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Wednesday, June 04, 2003
met ps and hs todae for dinner. I personally had a very good time with them. it feels so good meeting up with old friends and being able to talk about anything. at least i don't feel stress or have any need to hide any details from them. what a refreshing change from what i experienced the day before. =/ sometimes i just wish everybody would leave me alone and then i can go hide under a stone. anyhow, heres a pic of us. =)
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Tuesday, June 03, 2003
got a surprise when i came back to hall... roomie left a toy on my table! haha.. heres the toy..
ain't it cute? hmm... got alot of things to bring back again.. as always...
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Sunday, June 01, 2003
I've finally visited my grandparents today, even though i finished my exams like 2 weeks ago? hm. ok considering i was sick dat 1st weekend.. so here i am now. I had a great time snapping away pics with them and my parents of course. =) I could see that they were quite impressed with the latest technology that kids are using nowadays, namely the digital cam. Can't wait to develop all the photos at one go for all of them. Gotta wait till after next mon.
Finally ordered the cake after running around 3 or 4 cake shops. All were too oldfashioned. Either that or too kiddish. ha, my dad asked me to make one of those cartoon figures.. hmm... he still havent realise i'm grown up already. well, i will always be their kid in their eyes. =) My heart aches terribly at the price of all the things they have to do for the chalet. food, cake, chalet.. I hope we all have fun too..
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