Tuesday, October 24, 2006
it sucks to be in a flailing relationship. everybody seems doomed to go through at least once of it. coming out stronger or weaker of it, is how we look at things when we were in it and out of it. the things we learn going through it. tough it may be at that point in time, thinking nobody else could have gone through such hardship in the same situation as us makes us feel even more alone. they say they been through it, we say that was a long time ago, things were different. controlling the temper, cooling down, all these are words of advice given but to which the person suffering are just noises of the noseyparker.
how then do we give advice to them? the point is, we can never. words of advice, persuasion, no matter how they are delivered, only linger on their ears never into their heart nor brains. only they can bring themselves out of it, out of their own misery.
i feel like being selfish and not care about any of it. i really really want to do it. but i shouldn't. and there's nothing i can do. i can only wait for the time where he brings himself out of misery.
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
ntu peeps will understand tis the most.. damn funny!! wish i had done it while i was in school.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOqXlbWf9Io
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
Phuket day 1 pics..
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
woo.. its been a busy whopping two weeks!
firstly my bro's 21st birthday. it went smoothly without any mishaps.. most of the food were finished by the 2nd day. it was a lil tensed up before that but well, sometimes the road does becomes straight as the boat approaches.
then it was restlessness at work while waiting for the week to end. my butt was itching to get out of the country! although the group shrunk to a 6 man group instead of the initial 10, we still had fun relaxing and getting away! but most of all its cus im with my boy, anywhere also can lah! haha. as i walked through the streets and beach of phuket, patong beach, i somehow imagined the waves and people running for their lives inland. after 2 years, the place had little remnants of what happened before. we shopped and relaxed and played on the first day and went phi phi on the 2nd. the islands were not as amazing as i thought it to be. maybe cus redang made everything seemed boring. but the seas and the hills (?) made the scenery oh so beautiful. two days of rest is reaaaally too short. i can't wait for my next getaway.
lastly, i finally did something i had thought, pondered, fought, dreamed about for the past 4 years. i rebonded my hair! thank god it turned out fine, and its not that flat! yaY!
more pics when i get them from the rubber man.. i wonder how long its gonna take....
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