Tuesday, April 29, 2003

luv opening up new things.. gifts.. anything.. even when you know what it is.. however small, the thrill still exists =)

penned at ¶ 9:12 PM

Monday, April 28, 2003

hmm.. mervin, a guy staying below us, who also happens to be jw's classmate, is so nice! i dun actually know him.. only hear his name from el and jw only.. he even cooked some bread with egg for me! haha.. im so touched.. and he also popped in to ask if i wanted bread with bacon.. haha.. wanted to tempt me into gettin fat.. nah.. heh.. livin in hall is so fun when u have friends ard.. long time havent had tis feeling liao... lol.. i feel im so easily bribed..

penned at ¶ 12:17 AM

Saturday, April 26, 2003

mum and dad came over.... bring loads of food and drinks and herbal stuff as usual. =) they told me grandma was sent to hospital cos of suspected sars. tmr will be the 7th day. grandpa will be allowed to go in and see her.. 1 week all alone by herself.. if only she had a handphone and knew how to sms..but im glad shes recovering..

anw, i jus bought 2 pairs of swarovski dangling earrings from yahoo auctions.. will be arriving on tues or wed.. can't wait.. at least i have something pretty to look forward to! first time buying stuff online, the seller must be thinking wad a suaku idiot tis girl is.. =p

penned at ¶ 10:07 PM

Friday, April 25, 2003

hm.. kai and his gf came to our hall study room to study.. passed by my room.. havent seen him for a lonngggg time.. surprisingly his gf recognised me frm my pri sch! but err of cos the ST memory me dun recognise her.. she saes i have the similar look frm pri sch.. i was thinking.. hmm.. last time super duper short hair tomboy and now long hair not so tomboy girl can be similar? *faints* means i still look tomboy.. ha!

penned at ¶ 2:47 PM

im very sad.. i jus called grandpa... he said grandma still in hospital.. they isolated her.. im very worried.. i really pray with all my might that she comes out of there soon..

penned at ¶ 11:47 AM

as i watch my blue rose slowly die away and dry up.... i shall blog about what ive been doin...

been studying in the room.. and having loadsa interaction time with roomie.. studyin tgt, eating tgt, watching tv, jogging, cleaning up room, gossiping, suppering.. =) i think i will really miss all tis times when i go for ia next yr and when she grads.... we've come quite a long way to being able to live with each other for almost 2 years.. we both agreed if we werent roomies, we would be so out of touch at tis time.. and our living habits are almost similar! lubb sleepin.. hate veges.. =D

penned at ¶ 3:04 AM

Tuesday, April 22, 2003

the past 4 hours was such a wonderful time for me..
though short, but sweet.. ironic dat tis is the last time we'll meet until 21 days later.. im glad he likes it, im glad i liked wad he did too.. =)

penned at ¶ 4:22 AM

Sunday, April 20, 2003

Finding some excuse like asking her do i have to finish the birds nest by the date stated on the bottle, i called mum tis afternoon.. I miss them so much.. but then she had a bad news for me.. grandma was admitted to sgh tis afternoon... damn me. i had wanted to call her on fri, but cos she still wasnt back frm dialysis, i postponed the call to fri night which i promptly forgot.. and now shes in hospital.. not a serious thing my mum said.. but then being admitted into a hospital at tis time of frenzy going around in hospitals is so not a relief for me.. i so loathe myself.. next time i will never put off anything to do at a later date again! i hope she gets out of there soon. real soon. =(

penned at ¶ 8:24 PM

Thursday, April 17, 2003

bad dreams. =(

ive been having many bad dreams tis daez... 2 about us... others misc.. i jus dreamt last nite i went to ttsh to visit a friend.. in my unconscious state of mind, why would i even want to go anywhere near there? i must have been too stressed.. not only dat, i dreamt dat i drove my dad's car there.. and not my mum's tis time..the bigger one.. and guess what i forgot to lock the car.. wellwell, it got stolen.. i even remem i had some homemade bread in the car and the thief threw the bread out.. man.. tis sounds quite comical.. but its all quite real.. not very unrealistic.. havent been to ttsh, but i would really go crazy if the carpark and surroundings is exactly what it was in my dreams... tell me, is the ttsh carpark open-air? *dreads to hear any ans*... =/

penned at ¶ 11:32 AM

Sunday, April 13, 2003

how weird i am..

im so happy today.. but when i get too loved or too happy, i start thinking and even dreaming about unloved and unhappy stuff.. which makes me cry sometimes.. if only there was a device which can clear my head of all that...

my splitting headache gets worse everyday..

penned at ¶ 7:24 PM

Friday, April 11, 2003

i fooking hate my ceiling fan.. no technically not mine though... im still awake at tis godly hour of 6.25am because it just cannot stop making squeaky loud noise with each and every turn. its power no. 5 is equivalent to my home's power no. 2.. gosssh.. argh!! why is tis always only happening to me and at night?! fooook...

penned at ¶ 6:27 AM

Thursday, April 10, 2003

it was a blast playing floorball today.. after umm.. 2 weeks of deprived sports? =p anw.. i tink the src also quite dumb.. close src but open nie for nie students to play.. hmm...
it was really good today, ran alot.. attacked alot.. somethin which i dun usually do.. =p playin with the nie guys were great too.. jus dat we really rant till we panted and wheezed.. however.. bad news.. i hurt/sprained my thigh... think it was prolly cos i was too enthu abt playing.. jumped right in without doing ANY warmups =( now it really hurts so badly dat i cant even walk properly nor climb steps properly... not the pain i was talking about last time though.. this time is near the thigh in frt.. sob... i hope i wake up not numbed.. =/

anw... the girls caught up alot after dat at our usual dining gathering area at jp kfc.. our usual hangout after trainings.. =p everybody had something to talk about.. we could talk about our pri sch textbook.. about relationships.. anything.. never felt so close to them b4.. the league really brought us closer tgt.. =)

penned at ¶ 10:55 PM

Monday, April 07, 2003

Mmmmmm.... home cooked curry made with mum's luvv.. =D will not get to see dearie bed till after 13th may.. its a lonnnnnng time from now.. gotta buck up..

penned at ¶ 9:21 PM

Friday, April 04, 2003

underwear thiefs prowling ard hall. beware beware! stole 2 sets of my faves alr. =(
those bastards/bitches.

penned at ¶ 9:39 PM

i feel blessed and happy.. ive got my family.. ive got him.. and more importantly, ive got time to pass my exams.. yoo hoo! =)

penned at ¶ 3:26 AM

Tuesday, April 01, 2003

i wanna throw stones!!! i wanna throw stones at everybody.. at all the walls.. at the sea... ARGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i can't take it anymore.. i won't be too nice to ANYONE else anymore..

penned at ¶ 1:16 PM