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Wednesday, October 29, 2003
ah yes.. i went to see the doc tis morning with him... the doc gave me some medicine supposed to lighten nausea and vomitting mostly used with cancer or somethin... some info i found from yahoo.. and another set of vitamins to ease the tension in the nerve fibres... hopefully it will quickly go away... its still spinning right now.. spinn spinn.....
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Tuesday, October 28, 2003
i've been having this extremely giddy and spinning headache for the past.. lemme see.. 5 days? yes.. 5 days.. still not going away.. it cant possibly be me studying too hard right? cos i know im not... its really making my head spin.. sometimes i swear i turn my head physically in a circle without me realising it.. have thot of going to the doctor to get some medicine.. but he never said he would accompany me.. i told him i might want to go.. he said he has alot of work to study... he needs to sleep.. and blahblah... yes.. so i aint goin to the doc till after the exams when i go home and get mum to acc me... im worried i might faint some day and nobody knows.. thank gawd wenz's back...
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Monday, October 27, 2003
just finished watching 1 episode of the series i was watching despite my giddy headache and 1 more stack of notes to go...
in the episode, carrie met up with her ex aiden who has now became so much more streetwise and handsome *swoonn* i guessed she must have regretted what she did in the past and lost him..
kind of wondered wad would happen if something like dat happened.. something good happened and you let it slip away.... all i can think of is to kick myself in the butt and cry and whine.. not all episodes of sex and the city is lame ya noe? they do have some meaning and somehow string little thoughts about r'ships in the head.. =)
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Friday, October 24, 2003
although i went out with the family last night to dinner for grandfather's 80th birthday, i still missed them alot alot.. my grandfather was so cute, when i wished him happy birthday he looked at me as if i had gone crazy.. heh they didnt tell him! my grandma knew i was the one who told my dad who told her dat yest was grandpa's birthday.. it was an ok dinner but i didnt had much appetite.. we were all very tired and being stuck in the jam made it worse.. i had to go back to school even though today is deepavali cos i cant study for nuts at home.. wld be sleeping my ass off and my studies would be gone..
i miss my family when im in school.. i miss roomie and him when im at home.. i think it would be worse when next yr comes.. wont be staying in hall anymore cos of ia.. will miss roomie alot alot cos we've been staying tgt for the past 2.5 yrs and have learnt to live and tolerate with each other.. quite glad we're both very considerate and crappy ppl.. some ppl cant talk while studying.. we crap when we are resting.. listen to earphones when we're studying.. brush teeth and sleep tgt.. make fun of each other.. provide a very good listening ear... snacking and ya ba da ba... dats why we're both geminis and we click so well! ;p think it would be something like the time when i dropped fm and missed ah beng so much dat we both wrote each other postcards and hugged each other in sch! haha.. crazy me..
alritey.. back to optimising query trees.. yucks..
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Monday, October 20, 2003
when the time for mugging for exams comes closer.. certain ppl's attitudes change.. change for a good to the smarty pants.. change for a bad like ignoring and sniggering at the lousy pants.. every time its like this.. izzit just me being oversensitive as usual or is this how some ppl work?
im glad i have mr m they all though.. ever so helpful and willing.. thank god i have such good friends.. certain friends are just not meant for studying tgt durin the E times...
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Thursday, October 16, 2003
(something i got from an old old email)
Natural highs :) Think about these, one at a time.........
Falling in love.
Laughing so hard your face (and stomach) hurts.
A hot shower.
A special glance.
Getting mail.
Taking a long drive on a pretty road.
Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
Hot towels out of the dryer.
Freak warm weather.
Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
Chocolate milkshake.
A long distance phone call.
A bubble bath.
Giggling.
A good conversation.
The beach.
Finding a $20 bill in your coat from last winter
Laughing at yourself.
Midnight phone calls that last for hours (even after both of you end up just talking nonsense)
Running through sprinklers.
Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
Laughing at an inside joke.
Friends.
Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
Having someone play with your hair.
Sweet dreams.
Hot chocolate.
Road trips with friends.
Swinging on swings.
Wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while eating
cookies and drinking eggnog.
Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
Winning a really competitive game.
Making chocolate chip cookies.
Having your friends send you home-made cookies.
Spending time with close friends.
Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends.
Holding hands with someone you care about.
Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad)never change.
Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
Watching the sunrise.
Getting out of bed every morning and thanking God for another beautiful day.
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Tuesday, October 14, 2003
was talking to ly just now in lecture jus now.. he said 9/10 of him and his friends' girls left them after they came right out of ns.. he said it was probably the girls were afraid of having a rship with someone who has a less mature mindset than the girls.. well girls always have a more mature mindset than guys of their own age.. i was thinking probably another reason would be a change of environment for the guys... ns to schooling days or work is quite a big change really...
for me i was struggling durin dat period.. but glad now its over.. but then, i'd be goin for ia next sem.. so.. well.. another change of environment.. =/
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Saturday, October 11, 2003
alritey.. its less than 3 weeks to exams.. and im alrite now dearies.. thanks for all the concern.. trying not to put too much into it anymore.. does more harm than good.. now's to be the independent girl i was and to concentrate on wad's more important.. cheers =)
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Tuesday, October 07, 2003
if i were to add an entry everytime he made me sad, this blog would be full of stories....
i shldnt always let my heart rule over my head.. forgiving too easily will bring us down.. :~
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Friday, October 03, 2003
Finally!! all labs are officially over.. *beams gleefullY* but there are still the big big exams and its been so long ever since i really listened to those lectures and even tried to read thru the notes b4 tuts.. i'd better start soon..
Anyway i just came back from dinner with my family.. its bro's birthday.. though it was a short 2 hour thing, its so nice being away from everything to be with the family! =)
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