Saturday, November 29, 2003

yAyy.. we got 2nd... haha cant imagine ce can actually get 2nd.. but it was really quite crappy though... we were tied in the semis between us and cs... so we had 8 penalty shootouts.. but still tied.. so due to running out of time, the refs said to use toss coin to decide the winner.. the guys told me to choose heads... haha some theory saying heads has more percentage of turning out more often.. and we won! by coin tossing.. really crappy... and so we got into the finals agst nie.. ha.. well.. one can guess the result without even lookin.. but im shooo happy.. cos i scored a drag shot earlier agst cs... hoho... and ry said i improved alot! i must say its a flattering comment comin from one of the better players....
oh but i tripped agst one of the players and now theres a big bump on my left knee.. luckily not right...
tues comin soon... =)

penned at ¶ 2:19 AM

Friday, November 28, 2003

feelin superrrrrrrrrrrrr tired..
came home v late jus now due to the isg ending super late as well.. waited hellava long for the bus and the mrt out of school... but quite happy.. cos the car thing is sorta settled.. and we did quite well in the games today.. ha! nv expected to draw wif nie cos they are like so qiang.. my legs are gona break soon i think.. need to get my knee guard soon too..
hopefully tmr nie will trash mpe den we'll have a chance of getting into the quarter finals! haha
dear called abt 10 times while i was in the game agst nie... was so worried he wouldnt call back again.. his cousin called too.. to ask abt the car... they're so helpful...
ok my back is screamin for help and my legs need a break... even though i jus had my dinner at 1am.. haha.. shall go sleep now...

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oh yes i forgot to add.. i had a thrilling experience on wedn after training.. didnt go with the rest to eat at 179 coffeeshop cos theres nobody to go back hall wif me.. so j brought me out to eat at bl market.. on a bike! haha.. a little scary cos of what happened b4 we reached the market but thrilling nevertheless..

penned at ¶ 2:07 AM

Saturday, November 22, 2003

me and dear got into a mini accident last night while on the way to his friend's house.. we're both ok.. but the mind's not and im a little shaken by it.. spoilt all plans we had for today and tmr... =(

penned at ¶ 3:16 PM

Friday, November 14, 2003

came home last night.. to a super duper messy room and house... cant even see the floor in my room... but after 10pm-2am of cleaning up, one cupboard is clean slate and there is a path to my beddy! woke up having flu and swollen eyes cos of the dust in the room... cant even change the bedsheet cos those fellas are comin to reno next week... gotta unpack the load of dust on top of the cupboard and separate the wearable clothes and non wearable ones.. i have 3 big boxes of clothes.... i even found my primary school swim suit and my brownies scarf.. hoho...

penned at ¶ 2:48 PM

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

its supposed to be the period where im happiest..
but i feel terrible... i want to get out of it..
i know life will be hell for me... i dunno what im doing... :~~

penned at ¶ 5:12 PM

Monday, November 10, 2003

i probably shouldnt be thinking about this at this time when i have a paper tmr morning at 9.30.. but i aint in no mood to study anymore..
a frd who has been invisible to me all this while durin the study period has jus suddenly msged me to tell me about a trip which we have been talking abt just before the study period. we had originally intended to go hk but after dat there was no news about it.. so i presume it was cancelled and now the frd tells me dat they have changed the destination and have already planned on the date. i feel like im an excess baggage. yes true the group hasnt been interacting much during this period cos im the only one who stays in hall and i don't call them to ask qns.. i only talk to 2 guys from the grp whom are more willing to help and whom doesnt make me feel like im stupid. nobody asked if everybody's goin to be free on those dates.. they just planned.. for their convenience.. or so i think.. from how i view it.. well.. so let them go.. i have renovation works at my house to keep me busy and my pms anyway.. thank god the dates clash.. or maybe im just too sensitive.. no.. i wont go and be their clown.. nope..

penned at ¶ 1:33 AM

Friday, November 07, 2003

u noe this certain kinda bubbles with the stick, where u put a lump of it at the end of the straw, and u blow it to become a bigbig bubble? and where you keep bloping it and blowing it to sustain the bubble's size or even make it bigger?

blowing and mending in an effort to make it bigger will only make the bubble go smaller and smaller and eventually burst or go short of air..........
just like relationships...... if you put in too much effort, it will burst, but if you don't it'll still go limp sooner or later...
im oh so pessimistic..

penned at ¶ 9:53 PM

Thursday, November 06, 2003

i miss him.. even though he's just 2 blocks away.. but i cant tell him.. im afraid to show more of my innerself now.. so i just run away from it.. yes literally drop stuff and run off...

penned at ¶ 1:56 PM