Wednesday, December 31, 2003

end of another year..

this has been quite an eventful year.. happy and unhappy things..
- got attached
- had a sweet honeymoon period for 4 months
- got a new handphone from him
- had my 21st birthday celebration
- went bintan
- quarrels and fightings
- handphone got stolen and ring got lost
- cleared all my subjects with bad grades though
- not going to have exams for the next 10 months
- renovated the house
- moved out of hall :(
- things are better now at the end of it all

penned at ¶ 12:49 PM

Tuesday, December 30, 2003

do guys feel intimidated when girls are in the driver's seat and the guy is in the passenger seat? i wouldn't think anything of it really..

xmas was quite ok this year.. simple dinner and i got the photos i want! im really quite a photo person.. every event also must have photographs.. hoho
the dinner at aston's house turned out fine despite me nagging dat i wanna leave early when we had just only reached.. it was really quite nice but we were very tired after dat waiting for them to open up the presents and leave the place.. hiakz..

penned at ¶ 2:09 PM

Friday, December 19, 2003

it wasnt too bad...
we went out for dinner last nite.. he ate too much haha..
had a good time at the fountain till some arse smoking couple came and sat in front of us.. so we scrammed..
prepared some surprise for him.. but he was niam niam so i gave it to him b4 12.. haha...
think he likes it.. i hope..
watched lotr today... abit draggy... wasted 3 hrs of our precious time.. had some jap food fer dinner.. still very full now.. forgot to take full body photos.. aye..
now im alone at hall.. still wondering if i shld go for the bbq, or go for the volley match, or go home to see my family.. hmm... feeling a little lost..

my thoughts are super random...

penned at ¶ 11:23 PM

Thursday, December 18, 2003

i wonder if the things i do will be appreciated..
i never want those things to happen again.. but im pessimistic...
but today's supposed to be a good day.. lets hope it will be..

penned at ¶ 2:41 PM

Thursday, December 11, 2003

im sure many people see me as a fool... fool for letting myself hurt again and again.. why do i always let myself get into it... i want to protect myself.. but it has become a habit.... habit not to lose dat someone...

penned at ¶ 11:08 PM

Tuesday, December 09, 2003

i found out something again..... but im not sure i want to let it out this time or not... but it sure is suffocating me again..

penned at ¶ 12:37 PM