Friday, April 30, 2004

i just went to some place i wasnt supposed to.... found out some things im not supposed to know... why do we always find out when you do things to hurt us? my hands are very cold now... i don't know what i should do..... should i confront u? or should i wait for more action? this feeling of total disappointment is familiar... did you think that will not hurt me? jus cos i wouldn't know? its jus harmless fun? i dunno...... why..

penned at ¶ 12:14 PM

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

went gym yest.. for the first time in erm.. 3yrs? haha.. it was quite fun though except for the 15 mins i spent waiting behind tis stupid woman... and we went for a run before dat too.. haha reman's a killer coacher even though hes bai ka.. lol.. funnily im not as tired this morning as any other mornings.. but got dat big bad bruise on my thigh when i walked blindly into a locker door.... talk about blindness...

yup.. anyway.. i felt like a stalker yest.... i hope to change that today...... *determined*

oh yeh meeting ps n hs tonite fer dinner before ps leaves for china wif her boyboy.. lol.. missed them so much.... never fails to be there for me when i need them... friends like that... willing to listen and lend a shoulder even if they are busy with some work.. sacrificing some time for each other..i love them... can't wait..

penned at ¶ 9:22 AM

Thursday, April 22, 2004

ive jus written a post for the past week and deleted it..
messy cells in my brains.. better not confuse myself in case i read dat post in the future..

bottomline.. treasure the time with the loved ones as IF its the last day you'll ever get to spend with them..

penned at ¶ 12:44 PM

Thursday, April 15, 2004

went ktv with the gang jus now after work... it was good seeing most of them again... but... as pms always strike girls anytime anywhere, i got it just now.. or maybe it was the surroundings that made me felt so... i dun really noe much of chinese songs.. or maybe i know.. but i dunno how to sing them.. so i usually jus mime along with the rest who r singing... i dun like it when they force me to... so i think generally there was a tinge of slight unhappiness ard... but after dat some of the songs i knew how to... so yeh... i sang.. they were happy.. we were all happy...

oh yes.. at the office today.. the girl who used to sit at my table came back today fer a visit.. i dun talk to her.. but we smiled.. yeh and anyway.. she talks very umm.. perkily? childishly? to a married colleague of mine... with all the extreme facial expressions and body movements thrown in of course.. so there i sit stoning and thinking.. am i just being over sensitive or wad? will the wife be comfortable with such a scenario? she wont noe.. but if i were her, i wouldnt like a girl like this messing ard wif my hubby... hmm.. maybe i think too much.. read too much.. on some forum thing... yeh.. there goes.. my messed up thoughts....

penned at ¶ 12:54 AM

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

hm. just half an hour ago, all my friends in school disappeared offline. Even those who usually stayed up late like roomie, I called him. can't get through.. called zeen, kf, roomie even jeremy.. all couldnt get through.. panicked for a moment... thought it was some bermuda triangle thing.. sucked them all and had them disappeared from this earth.. i guess my imagination ran wild.. 5 mins later he called me from his neighbour's room.. told me blackout.. the whole school.. phew...... *sweats*

penned at ¶ 12:24 AM

Saturday, April 10, 2004

shopping spree today!! :)
well not exactly spree.. but i bought a bag and a top... heart pain... ~$$~.. it was great great catching up with beng again.. hard to find ppl to go out esp in this period of time where everybody havin exams except moi.. =p havent walked so much shops in one day since like.. dec? lol.. oh.. bumped into aj at hmv.. but dunno whether she was weird or i was weird.. but we didnt talked much... weird.. like strangers... and we're gonna be roomies next year... :-O

penned at ¶ 11:12 PM

Sunday, April 04, 2004

i had quite a fun time today.. at sentosa.. playing some vball and jus catching up with some old friends at the beach.. got a damn ugly tan at my shoulder area.. but at least my upper fat arms are tanned now... no more teeshirt lines.. lol..
had a fun time with beng candy and aj.. we suck at volleyball but oh well.. lol..
den we went to bugis for dinner and talked a whole whole lot about our friends.. and stakes on bgr stuff.. feels good to talk to old old friends for a change.. and we had a mini celebration for beng for her belated birthday too.. :)

yesterday.. was also quite a fun time... went for lunch with dear at the central... den went to sch for our last match of this season.. sobsob.. but we played damn well.. all the transitions and playups dat eddie taught.. wow.. all came into play! i wonder if its becos the court was bigger yest, or was it becos the team we were playing agst werent dat gd.. yeh well, anw i have taken over soak kuan's bad luck of missing the goalpost or having the goalie save the shot.. so sad!! tried to score at least least 7 times.. none went in.. wth... but i think our line.. geraldine.. xius... shiyun.. elaine and me.. we are finally working well together... at the last match of the season... lol.. yeh well.. very happy though.. =p

penned at ¶ 11:42 PM