Thursday, May 27, 2004

Its the worst way it can happen.. And it happened to me... am i still holding on to see the rainbow or the desert.. I don't think there will be a rainbow at the end of the road.. Everything is smashed up by the hands of a person's greed for more..

I only want to be happy... Why must it be me...

penned at ¶ 10:45 PM

Thursday, May 20, 2004

hurts so much..

pain.. pain....

penned at ¶ 10:59 PM

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

If its meant to be yours, it will be.. if its destined to go away, it will… why struggle to hold on to something that doesn’t give you happiness… it takes two hands to clap.. I’m the only one clapping… no wonder it doesn’t produce any noise…
I lost my office pass in the cinema yesterday while watching troy I think…… and now I gotta fork out 30 bucks for the replacement… with 28 more days to freedom I gotta pay for the stupid card dat dropped out of my sweater… nobody to console me either…… yes.. I shouldn’t expect consolation… but if u cared wouldn’t you say something to console me? I would.. or am I asking for too much? I wonder..

penned at ¶ 11:05 AM

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

i eat snickers when im down.
i shall go home and chomp down 1 of the 3 bars left..

penned at ¶ 5:47 PM

Feeling like shit now. Headache, backache, leg/hip joint problem came up again. Wondering when I should go see the doc. Where should I go, western doc again or Chinese doc. Feeling unhappy too, why I guess, it mus be due to the same problem again.. never ending.. im tired..

penned at ¶ 10:34 AM

Sunday, May 09, 2004

procrastinating.......

I've not done anything productive to my work ever since friday.. what did i do on friday.. hmm i can't remem.. supposed to be working on dat shitty IA report to be handed in by 22nd may... but well... i havent touched it since i came home from work... yes so i guess i'll be doing it in office this week.. hopefully i get some ideas on how to paraphrase all dat shit into the report... its about 25% done for now... not enuff not enuff...

yep and so for tis weekend.. it was a tiring and busy one.. busy helping him move his stuff back from hall.. and also my stuff from wenz room cos shes movin out.. forever!! :(( boo hoo... really really missed her when i saw her on sat... guess i didnt felt so sad the other time cos when i moved back my stuff, she wasnt ard.. tis time chim was in her room helping her pack up as well.... sad........ gone were the days where we will slack tgt.. play the same song on our winamp so dat we will have surround sound.. lol.. jog tgt.. sleep late tgt... sigh.. yes... all coming back to me again... when i said bye to her.. i quickly turned away... cus i was scared if i looked at her anymore i wld cry.. yeah im a cry baby.. at 21 yrs old.. we didnt hug.. i was smelly and she was smelly too.. lol.. i miss miss miss those days!! and to think we didnt have much photos to keep while we were in the same room! man.. how stupid can i get...

so after dat we shuffled to his hse.. to his grandma's.. to mine.. to my grandma's... to eat.. and back home again... today was his day.. so cos jeremy wanted to meet me to borrow my thumbdrive he sent me to tampines to meet him.. hah.. riding on bike is cool.. weaving thru all the cars were way cool too! yep so after watching tv.. the whole family and me went for dinner.. nice.. family feeling.. :P

penned at ¶ 11:56 PM

Monday, May 03, 2004

today's a happy day. :)

penned at ¶ 11:44 PM