Monday, March 28, 2005

been working at expo for the past 3 days.. for this exhibition Classic Lifestyle..
selling lights and manning the small space.. 18 steps by 17 steps to be exact.. :) u can tell how bored i was.. :p the lights there are so unique and pretty!! such a pity they wont be bringing any more stock in.. dats why call clearance sale mah..

ive been quite happy albeit tired during these 3 days.. working with aj.. and amidst fun ppl.. the lady boss and lady boss bro were quite easy going.. and they always crack jokes with us!! yea the other guys like mike, lim, jack selling doors also often popped by to help us make sales.. hehe.. their skills really power man.. can make a normal guy who wouldnt wanna buy glass balls buy 5 of them!! yeps it was quite fun to work there la.. although its like less than 3 weeks away from exams.. i have no idea wad i was doing when i accepted the job... i think i jus needed to get away from my normal life (fb, him, school, sleep, home).. yea so now im really tired in hall.. have no idea wad im going to study next.. so i think i shall jus go and sleep and brace myself for a long day tmr...

penned at ¶ 12:54 AM

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

it was a special day, yet it seemed like an ordinary day just like any other.
how could i have been so blinded 2 years ago to make me suffer so much this very day. 20 minutes of sight this very day, was deemed to be enough. i wish i had the self control to keep myself from behing hurt by myself. its time to study for the exams but im stacking myself with unnecessary work to keep myself from thinking.

grateful to a few friends for giving me utmost support at this point in time. now i try to talk to grandma before i sleep..

penned at ¶ 12:47 AM

Thursday, March 10, 2005

i couldnt sleep well just now... even after ive completed (sort of) writing the darn report... i even felt disturbed...... this happens only when i have something disturbinging on my mind.... but i guess the only disturbing thing that happened before i took the nap was becus i felt i was one of the common people..

yes common people.. i have no doubts that my results are not very appealing and i can never match up to the standard of my friends who are averaged As and high Bs and enters exhibitions and contests in our field of study... but i don't know why im feeling disturbed over it..

im so tired.. and yet i cant get a proper nap.. argh.. and i even dreamt i missed my lecture later.. guess the "dream" days are comin back..... :(

penned at ¶ 3:00 PM

Sunday, March 06, 2005

heh had a huge dosage of views of my ex crush today.. :p he came down to support the match.. :) and we chatted loads an hr ago.. am still very nervous talking to him.. wahaha.. gave him a wake up call at 3.30am.. lol.. alrite.. small ger going goo goo gagaing is over now... shall go back to my report...

penned at ¶ 3:32 AM

Saturday, March 05, 2005

just back from watching A Very Long Engagement.. finally caught a french show in the cinema..
Below is gonna be my complaints.. skip if u/i wish..
not a very good experience with the people whom i watched with though.. 3 guys, very irresponsible in my view.. i booked the tix cus i was the one who asked them if they wanted to watch the show, surprisingly 1 agreed, and the other 2 followed the herd instinct.. show at 9.10.. i told them i wld be around the area very early before that cus planned to go the career fair.. but anyway i just told them to meet around 8.30.. so that we can collect the tix together and do a lil bonding tgt b4 the show.. but no.. i sat and waited alone outside marche for 1.5 hrs.. thankfully i had CLeo to read from the career fair.. but by 8.50pm, none of them were here that.. and for once in a blue moon i became vulnerable and couldnt find my place to marina from suntec.. all the renovations and all.. was getting a lil frantic cus it was 9pm and all i see are glass windows and no entry to marina and having 3 indian construction workers behind me wasnt a very safe feeling.. ok a lil racism here.. sorry. and those 3 jerks werent very helpful by not trying to come n fetch me or something.. ok i was very pissed off by then cus they didnt come on time, didnt inform me, didnt help, and adding to the fact that i got lost and couldnt find my way to the cinema area...a rgh..... when i met them i jus totally didnt speak a single word, collected the tix and passed it to them, stormed into the cinema without my tix and sat down huffling n puffing..... sigh.. wads wrong wif them.... esp ppl from this class of mine..
i think i have no idea wad i jus said.. jus seemed to type as if im typing to my frd.... ok bad bad bad engrish here..
anw the show is quite gd.. shld try to catch it if u cAN.. i hope i wld be able to find A La Folie Pas Du Tout as well.. missed it the last time it was showing...

penned at ¶ 1:06 AM

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

been up to my highest strand of hair in work.....

notes, labs and logbooks all lying around atop my pc, my fridge, my floor.. whereas my table top is empty.... doing my fyp programming fer the last few days.. Hope to end it by this weekend, den left 1 week to do the final report.. wth?? sigh.. yes... very very busy... no time to think abt anything else.. well actually i thought of some bad thots, but got no time to further worsen it.. thank gawd..

ok dats it for now... really busy... i really wanna sit down and jus boo hoo.. but i cant..

penned at ¶ 11:49 PM